生日

It's been a long time since I watched a film. 

I can't remember the last time I cried.

How did I spend my birthday last year? 

Why do I feel this upset?

I always know to look for the small mercies in life, but lately it's been easier said than done.

I spent my day with a group of friends today, feeling utterly alone.

I need someone I can scream at, someone who would then repay in kind and make me realise how much of an asshole I am.

Or maybe I just need to adjust my expectations.